it’s not ok to form a study group & 2 people end up doing all the notes and explaining. we’re suppose to be in this together. It’s not ok that I read, I understand, and I teach it to you come our weekly meets. I didn’t pay for this class to help you pass, that’s what the professor is for. it’s not ok that you come and sit in front of me and ask to copy my notes. it’s definitely not ok to blow off what the group has assigned for you to academically acquire in the next 4-5 days to share on our next meet-up. “we trust the asians.” really? i should make notes from a different textbook to give to your ass. Trust the damn asians now, bitchface. i know im not selfish, but i’m not that nice either

and let me tell you the most absolute not-ok thing to do… pissing me the fuck off.

smacked me right on top of the head while i was trying to take a picture with him.

you’ll always be my cup of tea
no matter the mischief
you grow up to be.
love forever,
auntie tin.

got a new tumblr. –>> misskrismari

This is mimi, my brother’s (now deceased, 2007) dog. She does this pretty often & randomly. To be honest, I feel like this most days I’m left home alone. I sometimes imagine her waiting for him to come home at the scene of this, then find myself weakening and end up crying myself to sleep. There’s not a millisecond i go without the thought of you… a minute i don’t wish you were still here…. an hour i’m not reliving memories in my head…. and every single day of my life, i yearn for the moment i get to see you again.

Days like this, I go crazy missing you.

I’m on a roll here with blogging/updating once a month. I’m not so sure anyone comes around here anymore and if that’s the case it’s understandable why.
I haven’t had much to talk about anyway. Everything in my life is a routine of bore. I would sound like i’m always complaining if i wanted to write everything to date. It goes to show I need to get out and go places, and explore new things, but personally, the weather is just too damn intolerable. I wish I could hibernate all winter and wake up to spring.

So, nothing exciting here. Every time I try to write about my day I end up closing the browser and taking a nap. I went back to writing things down on paper. I guess that plays a part towards the obvious fact that I haven’t been keeping up with the site. I never want it to feel like a chore, so it’s safe to say I don’t feel too bad neglecting this place. It’s sad that i’m losing/i’ve lost some readers and visitors but that’s something i can always gain back. Maybe not the same group of people but new faces are always nice, nonetheless.

I find myself messing with my cameras when i get too overwhelmed with studying and surprisingly enough, it’s a quick, vast relief to my mind and nerves. This made me decide that i’m opening KRISMARI.COM back up as a photography portfolio.I’m having such a difficult time collecting all my files in one little folder cus to be honest, i am so disorganized; they are just scattered in places I never even knew existed. I wanted to get my set of business cards made since i failed to get that done last year. Thing is, I wouldn’t want to have them produced, have the web address on there but have an undeveloped site upon their visit. I would want a full-functioning website before I get a set ordered. I’m aiming to do a few sessions during the summer. *crosses fingers* I’m still deciding on whether or not I want to take some of my classes during the summer…. which would operate as a modest set back on shoot-availabilities. I guess time will tell.

Off to get some sleep.