anticipating beam

This is mimi, my brother’s (now deceased, 2007) dog. She does this pretty often & randomly. To be honest, I feel like this most days I’m left home alone. I sometimes imagine her waiting for him to come home at the scene of this, then find myself weakening and end up crying myself to sleep. There’s not a millisecond i go without the thought of you… a minute i don’t wish you were still here…. an hour i’m not reliving memories in my head…. and every single day of my life, i yearn for the moment i get to see you again.

Days like this, I go crazy missing you.

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Thats so cute. Prada does that too when she waits for her “daddy”. Its so sad how they looked so depressed waiting for their favorite person. :( I, too, sometimes sit there or I’m just driving and tears just run down my face asking myself “WHY?”. It’s so hard sometimes and it hurts all the time. I’m here if you need someone to talk to. I can say I truly understand. The pain never goes away, it always feels the same, intense. Its crazy.

That’s what kills me – how sad and depressed they look while waiting. Thanks girl, i know you’ll always be here to listen. And likewise. I’m here to listen, always.

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